Jennefifi's Xanga

Friday, October 22, 2004

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 05:14:08 GMT

Melissa and I have revised Teen People's Hot List, we hope you enjoy our selection:

1. Johnny Depp

2. Tom Welling

3. Shane West

4. Adam Brody

5. James Franco

6.Orlando Bloom

7.Andy Roddick

8. Auston Nichols

9. Ben Jelen

10.Jim Carey

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 07:23:50 GMT

Ok I have no idea why my xanga is blue and for how long it's been that way. It's about 1:05 on Saturday morning and I felt I had nothing better to do then write a little something. For the last few days I've felt out of it, I'm not getting into the hows and whys, but lets just say it's been a long few days. Today was better though, I went to History (late as always) and had 4 minutes left of the 8 given to take our short test (I think I did pretty well). Anywhoo, after that in my one hour before Health I went to talk to a counselor and figured out how I was to go about getting my real estate license (I guess it's not as complicated as I figured), and how I can't major in what I've been planning to all along... Something about how I'd have to take it at Grossmont for it to be certified, I don't know. I think im in dire need of a career assessment test, it's just weird that I can't figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life so I'm leaving it up to a 30 minute test. Backing up a little, I SO have a new boyfriend haha, while I was walking out of Health this guy who always sits in front of me came up and started a conversation, he walked me to the counseling center which gave us a few minutes to talk... But he's pretty nice, a cool guy. Health was fun as always.... meh... we got out early but other than that same old. Getting out early is a short story on its own, I ran into a gorgeous guy while heading over to Melissa's class. And what's sexier than a hot guy? A hot guy with a southern accent! I was in a good mood today so I gave him a smile and my reward was "hey, how ya doin'?" in the sexiest southern accent I've ever heard. For all of you that don't know... Southwestern has some SEXY guys! So I got Melissa and we headed to my work! YAY! Work was long and my feet still hurt but it's always fun, my manager Elaina bought me subway and has a present for me! woot woot! Random info was I ran into Angel on my way back from lunch, that's a face I haven't seen in like 10 years! It was nice to see someone from Eastlake though, I miss everyone I haven't talked to or don't talk to as often... atleast there's a reunion coming up... I wonder where I'll be... and with that, I say goodnight.

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 23:33:27 GMT

Wow it's been a while since I've written anything and as a fair warning, I have the flu so a large portion of what I write may not make perfect sense nor will I remember writing tomorrow.

It's odd because I look at my last entry and I realize everything has changed from what I knew and had back then. Since then I started my new job and have been working there almost a month, I started school and am having a great time with the change and the cool new people I'm meeting, I turned 18 (REALLY this time lol), and I just generally feel better as a person. The only downside to my current situation is that I'm not the only one moving on, my friends are too. I know they're not in some big hurry to get away from me, and I'm really happy for them. Some have put themselves out there and started school where they knew no one, some have started awesome new jobs, and some have moved across the country. I just wish there was away to make sure we could all stay friends forever, but I know there isn't.

We just all need some kind of friend reunion lol. But that's something for another day.

Thursday, July 29, 2004

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 00:25:53 GMT

hey jenny. i hope you like this new layout. if not, let me know.

Emily

Saturday, July 24, 2004

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 19:55:28 GMT

Dear GOD! Thank you for that one Tiffy. That's some mighty fine hottness on HIS part!!!

I was just thinking about mirrors... I know it's a random subject but stay with me for a second. I think some people have obsessions with them to a greater extent than others. But when you think about it, why do we rely on them so much? Can you talk to them? No, they don't provide a friendship. They can't. They're fake images of real people. They, themselves don't exist. Their sole purpose is to reflect what they see. When I was younger I always thought there could be another world behind that glass. However, what we have to realize is that with mirrors... they physically can't go any deeper. We may want that belief that something else exists in that mirror, to have reason to think you're not standing there alone, but you are. On mirrors you can occasionally find fingerprints, stolen memories of others who's reflections had been viewed, but that doesn't mean they belong to the mirror. Because as I said before, mirrors don't exist. So a question I ask you is: What would happen to a mirror if it had no reflection to steal?

That's enough rambling for one afternoon...

Saturday, July 10, 2004

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 04:32:50 GMT

OMG! I can't believe it! As most of you know I turned 18 yesterday. The greatest present was an engagement ring from Fidi!!! We were so excited to get married we went to Las Vegas and tied the knot! It was AWESOME even though it was at some little open 24 hours drive in chapel. OMG!! I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH FIDI! You make me the happiest woman in the world! I can't want to have your babies!!!! I'M MARRIED GUYS!!!

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 03:36:40 GMT

17 years to my knowledge have all led up to this night. I can't say I didn't expect what's happening, what's going to happen. I truly feel sorry for you though, because while I’ll move on and grow stronger from this in time, you’ll be at loss forever. I already know myself, like you never did, and I don’t want to know you. But everyone has to say goodbye. Goodbye.

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 15:43:25 GMT

it would be nice if you actually updated this thing every once in awhile

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 04:58:11 GMT

"Desperado"

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard one
I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' you
Can hurt you somehow

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet

Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're loosin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you, before it's too late

Friday, February 20, 2004

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 04:34:19 GMT

as you think you've accomplished one task, another has been accomplished...the war has begun